a few more pics and updates
Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: Fiona apple - Sleep To Dream
Topic: about me
Hoooly shit, got loads to tell! Today I beat Ranghild with a gun in the head until I dropped it, then i started punching until I broke my thumb (hich I didn't notice till later), then I started kicking, then I cricled her a few times and left... Damn, that was sooo fun.. Except I fucked my jaw and my right hand... Yesterday Daniel ( a new friend) freaked out on me cuz I told him he was alays pissed, and he just missed me as he came flying toards me with his fist in the air, ening up breaking a window don town... Lol, soo freaky. Then he ran off when I told him he couldn't come home with me. Now he keeps calling me.. I told him "Just cuz u aint got no home, u can't go around feelin sorry for yoself. Take a trip to india and check out all the homeless people ith no legs and arms laughing for the little they got. You are 18 years old, now get a life, and start leanin on me!" So he was living with me for a while, until I couldn't handle it no more... Oh, and I painted my entire room pink, it looks AWESOME!!!



sunny winter day

Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Alicia Maran (me) - Bittersweet
Topic: Robin
Just woke up like 20 minutes ago... Goddamn tired at the mo! Frustrated too, for some reason. Big Martin spent the night two days ago, and I explained to him how we couldn't be together, and how that would be unfair to the whole triangle (Robin, Martin, and me). So I think he got pissed at me or something... Don't know why I told him those things. Robin had been drinking, and was totally fucked. Made me so worried, and I started to think if I'd be so worried with Martin. Wah, he's speaking to me on msn at the mo... Lil' Martin came over yesterday, spent most of the day at my place, just fucking around on cam with some friends.

Newest song:

He's the only one who gets me preying on my knees when I feel pain in my heart.
He's the only one who has me torn in different directions and my soul torn apart.
And he's the only one who makes me feel so divine, but still so bad.
It seems as if he rushed into my life, and now he's all I ever had.

All of a sudden I don't feel so strong,
My god, I've been waiting way too long,
It feels so right, but still so wrong,
Lord, oh lord, this can't last long.

He is the air I breathe, and the sun I gaze upon.
He is the moon on a black night when all light is gone.
He is the soft bed I lay on after a long day of pain.
He is the heat I come home to when I'm covered in rain.

If this man should leave my side,
My life, my heart, and death will collide.
Creating something I tend to call;
A deck of tears in a dark grey hall.

All of a sudden I don't feel so strong,
My god, I've been waiting way too long,
It feels so right, but still so wrong,
Lord, oh lord, this can't last long.

He is something in the front of my head,
Something I can't put my finger on.
He's the warmth and comfort in my empty bed,
The one I rest my head upon.

All about Robin. YEEEEEES, I love him!!!
So.... Don't know what I'll do today... Ragnhild called me a min ago, saying she might come over. In that case, we'll go out and o some shit. If not, I'll probably call lil' Martin or something... BTW, I found my phone under my mum's bed!! It's been gone for like 3 weeks! YAY!